Yvonne Foong

When I saw this set of miniature figurines at Taipei airport, my first thoughts went to the people in my life. The multi-colored traditional costumes remind me of my friends’ differences and unique identities. A treasure box lay hidden in every hearts, if only we take time and patience to unlock them.

My perspective in life is undergoing a radical change. When I arrived in LA two days ago, I took a bath at Eddie’s place before callling it a night. I dried my face and look into the mirror. I saw a ghost. The muscle-ache is showing on my face.

But that is only physical change. I feel my soul is going through transformation. I no longer see pleasure in the things I used to do. Heart4Hope has become regretfully self-centered. I now want simpler things in life.

Living in K.L. has been very stressful and frustrating. Everywhere I see, there is capitalism, selfishness, and worldly pursuits. It saddens me, because I am also one of them. I begin asking myself, is this all?

Compared to my friends who devote their time into caring for one another, I am nothing but selfishness.

Many women want to be strong, to outdo the men and live independantly. I have been there and done that. But so what? Life shouldn’t be for myself. When men say they prefer career women, I’d tell them, “Hey, becareful with what you ask for.”

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