Yvonne Foong: Fighting NF

This shattered heart pieced together
in jagged edges, a thwarted shape,
by night pain plagues me
Peeling through sticky tape.

Held in a song unsung,
Composed in winter days,
My memory it kindles,
Let go, I cannot taste.

Now dewdrops fill my thwarted shape
in Spring, blossoms bloom and grow,
Tho’ multi rays bow the horizon,
The unsung snowflake follows.

I’ve always wanted to tell him that
Outer beauty does not last
Women fall head over heels
cuz they haven’t known the jerk you are.

We watch the show with empathy
Your self-denial illusions
How they mystify the unbelievers
of stylish crops and trendy brands.

Wake up and smell the flowers
Before your teeth decay,
Or you’ll never know
what true love means.

Just wait

To be an open book

is to be confused by the people

who choose otherwise.

Why so secretive?

There’s no need to hide.

You don’t know
the pain

of being left
in the dark.

You’ve gotta have some ability in music composition to read this one. A little peep into my inner self.

Lyrics composed by Yvonne Foong,
Pin Yin translated by Elaine
Will you help compose the music?

� 一 天 看 � 天 空 的 影 �

Mei yi tien kan zhe tien kong de ying zhi

心 中 的 一 切， 已 � 故 事

xin zhong de yi qie, yi cheng gu shi

云 上 的 星 堡 多 么 美 好

yun shang de xing bao duo muo mei hao

疼 爱 和 关 怀 永 � 足 够

Teng ai he guan xin yong bu zhu gou

过 去 得 痛， 你 � 愿 忘 记

Guo qu de tong, ni bu yuen wang ji

闭 � 的 眼 从 此 � 清

Bi zhe de yan cong ci bu qing

� 愿 抛 弃 更 完 美 的 以 �

Ling yuen pao qi gen wan mei de yi hou

爱 错 的 痛 没 人 能 �

Ai cuo de tong mei ren neng shuo

关 怀 � 爱 也 � 能 动 心

Guan huai bien ai ye bu neng dong xing

无 法 了 解 � 悔 的 勇 气

WU fa liao jie hou hui de yong qu

虽 然 累 的 心 � 应 该 放 弃

SIU RAN lei de xing ling ying gai fang qi

疼 爱 和 关 怀 永 � 足 够

Teng ai he guan huai yong bu zhu gou

过 去 的 痛， 你 � 愿 忘 记

Guo cu de tong, ni bu yuen wang ji

闭 � 的 眼， 从 此 � 清

Bi zhe de yan, cong ci bu qing

� 愿 抛 弃 更 完 美 的 以 �

Ling yuen pao qi gen wan mei de yi hou

幸�在狗尾巴,
永远跟�它,
倦了到累了,
也就追�上。

Xing fu zai gou wei ba, yong yuan gen zhe ta, juan le dao lei, ye hai zhui bu shang

到他选择放弃,
尾巴会�悔�？

Dang ta xuen zhe fang qi, wei ba hui hou hui ma?

夜当�起风,
太阳一定下，
�狗会伤也会怕。

Ye dang bu qi feng, tai yang yi ding xia, xiao gou hui shang ye hui pa.

忘�起的完美,
放开的心以收�囘，
该的就逃脱。

Wang bu qi de wan mei, fang kai de xing yi shou bu hui, gai de tao tou

- 伊文冯明娘上

My first personally composed chinese song. Nice?

What it’s like to roam the streets every night and day,

sniffling garbage cans for scraps, tummy growling every second,

……only to find none.

What pity it must be to pry at lucracious meat,

only to be chased and kicked by the heartless butcher,

……and be left with scars of rejection.

Oh, how their skins cling to the bones of their bodies,

teeth rattling and clalttering in cold winter,

……while the men enjoy warm cups of tea.

Homeless dogs always have sullen eyes,

That stares innocently at the merciless sky,

……those forgotten tears never formed.